Thursday, April 2, 2009

Moving on, Changes, Homeless and crap like that!!!

For those of you who have me on your Gtalk lists must be wondering what this HOMELESS jazz is!!! The only purpose of this post is to clear my mind a little and enlighten those who have been wondering...

Moving on or shifting has never been new to me... I have changed houses (call it homes) every 3 years, even more at times (thanks to my Dad's transferable job). There was a different thrill and adventure to it, of meeting new ppl, staying in a new house, new school, new friends... But each time it was equally disturbing and very difficult for me to say the least. It was combined with a concoction of very complex emotions....... of leaving: old friends, my fav corner of the house, my shelf where I kept my books, the table and the wall where I stuck those lil post-its of things to remember, the swing nearby where me n my bro used to fight to sit every evening, the boulevard where we used to go for long walks after dinners, the gallery where mom used to keep waiting for me n bro when it was time for us to get back from school/college, the bed next to the window where I used to lie down staring at the sky for hours, the warmth created at that place with each passing day, the doodhwala who smiled effortlessly each morning, the kaamwali who told stories of hope from slums, the neighbor's dog who would jump with joy each time he saw me, the unknown old lady in the small hut across the road who became part of the routine....

All these memories were wiped and recreated off course. But knowing it didn't reduce the pain a tad bit... And this time it takes its toll.... Ppl give me "Nothin is permanent but change" kinda shit and that time I wanna shout "I know it bloody, but it sucks". I never actually shout that way though, short of those privileges. Got all settled at one place, happy and content. But Mr. Prankster (The Almighty) was toying around with the idea of throwing around another challenge. I'm sure he never throws any thin at me that I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much. :P

Lotta premise there, now the actual jazz… After leaving hostel, I shifted to this very awesome place in a good location on the 5th floor. Completely furnished and sparkling clean. We got a new TV, Fridge and all that was needed at that place. It became the center of activity, a HEADQUARTER for all my friends' activity. Every small get-together, fierce discussions, general TP, hang out, movie center, night out spot… This place was everything. It was HOME. In a very small duration of time, a different level of attachment was created. And just when everything seemed Perfect, Mr. Prankster jumped into action. It was 1st April and my owner calls. "I would like to have my house back"…. BEEP BEEP…. I was shouting inside… On the outside "Uncle, I understand your position, but…. Bla bla blu blu.."…. Old guy unperturbed and fully determined to KICK us out was unmoved with my emotional rant. So, here I'm, leaving the place which I totally and completely loved and adored. But, what can be done… Moving on is must…..

Moving on, I just hope its as exiting as it has been so far. And as my earlier post says, the journey is more fun than the destination. And these kinda pit stops make the journey more interesting and memorable. Cheers to the new place (which I'm yet to find) and the new obstacles.... Till then... Peace....

7 comments:

kiran said...

I will not dare to say "Nothing is permanent and everything change." I can surely know one thing which will be permanent, I will read each and every word u write. Specially liked concept of "Mr Prankster" I used to call him "Riddler".
Gr8 post...

And I hope u will get over all this as soon as possible...

sagar said...

Nthin is permanent........n everythin changes.....but i guess ur attitude towards everythin life has to offer wil hardli change...cheers ....
n as far as the Prankster is concerned u wil hav to keep the lord happy (ME) :P:P

ANAGHA said...
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snehal said...

so mr prankster is still busy playn wd u han???great blog buddy as always...
i knw u will play dis 1 also wd all d courage u showed fr d last 1ce..:P
all d very best...:)

Pankhuri said...

hey..
my dad doesn't have a job that needs new posting every three year, but except that part i can connect with every word you've written.

keep blogging!!

anuradha said...

hey...great blog... :-)
Its clearly one of ur best blogs
Seriously...
After 'Missing', this one is somethin i'v really really liked...
But i guess after all the frustration m sure this change wil surely bring better things for u in life... somethin like goin abroad maybe... ;-) :-P (keep ur fingers crossed) this probably even ur owners wil agree... ;-P

So Prankster wil always open doors for u... n its upto u to take things in a positive way... :-)

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